ok, i'm not a good sick person. i'm a wimp, really. but, things are really busy for other people at work, and they don't want to get sick. so me and my really sexy raspy voice are staying at home. if you want to get a kick, give me a call. it's pretty funny. people don't even recognize me when i call.

"A new constellation has taken hold of the sky, much to the surprise of many sky gazers. The constellation of Ollie the Owl has suddenly started dominating the southern hemisphere"... i think this is the best april fools' i've seen today!

UK schools ban chips! ok, well that is just wrong in so many ways. can you imagine? i'd be freaking out!

today was my first official holiday for the state of california. cesar chavez day. i think it is interesting that we got today off. we also got martin luther king day off, but that is different. when you tell people that it is cesar chavez day, and thus it is a paid holiday for you, they kinda get irritated. i think i'm just lucky to have a state job. i went shopping with miss anne-a-belle today. she is so pregnant! i am so jealous. i would love to be pregnant, have a husband and a house and the whole picket fence sort of thing. it is just not to be, and that, i guess is going to have to be fine. i think mm saw me today, mar seemed to think so too. i looked really good today. my cute new dress from old navy in red. i wore my white sandles, which i just adore. very cute, hair up in sticks, yet again. i felt very good about myself. i do hope he saw me. just for the torment factor. kisses for you mm, again for the torment factor.

dating really sucks. meeting new people sucks. it has been so long since i have been on a date, and now i remember why. i absolutely hate it. i hate having to start conversations, i hate having to think of interesting questions, i hate trying to make myself look appealing. i shouldn't have taken mar and tire mans advice. i should have gone home and changed. i should have worn a dress. i didn't i wore shorts and a rugby shirt. yes, i did look cute, but not first date kind of cute. he didn't even walk me to my car. that was kind of rude. no, it was rude. i'm still a girl, walking to my car alone. it was rude. we saw the pianist. what a great movie. now, that was worth it. the movie was worth it. i just wish i understood why my date didn't think i was worthy of a walk to my car.

so, now i've decided that being impatient was bad. i should give people a chance to get back to me. i'm just so tired of being by myself. it's hard. i want to expand my horizons, but i want to do it right now! i'm chatting with a guy, whom i think is chatting with someone else. that's ok. i can blog. i don't care anyway, do i? you know i care. that is the problem with me, i need to be the damn center of attention. ok, that's not true either. i don't need to be the center of attention, i just would like to be once in a while. i think i've found out who my lah guy is. i've asked him if i'm right. we shall see. kisses for mm, cause i'm not allowed to talk to him anymore.

today is day two of brio training. i feel like i've been here before, but i know i haven't. it was crystal training, when i worked at amd. i'm getting some very basic information today, nothing really exciting, but hopefully i will get to use some of it. you never know. i can't wait for tonight's sabercats game. i think i'm going to wear my dress. i really don't care. i just have to be careful not to flash the camera guy. kirk wants me to do something with him this weekend. not that he would plan anything. but going to the beach does sound fun. boo's first baseball day is tomorrow. i just might do that, if i do nothing else. i am available for dating, if you would like to pull me away from my non existant plans.