stupid me called stephen. stupid me asked stephen if he would like to do something last night, basically watch movies. it was just like normal. stephen, either whining and complaining or being really arguementative. i don't need this crap. i really don't. and he called me before 9 this morning to tell me that travel channel had a show on hawaii on. hello? wake my ass up to tell me that?

the sabercats had a suprisingly good game tonight, even though it seemed like they wanted to give the game away in the fourth quarter. they won, of course. mar and tire man were surprised to see that the camera man kept coming over to our section and filming me. then, after i had been on tv like 3 times, mar took a business card out of her purse and wrote my phone number on it. oh, my god. tire man claims that he gave the card to an usher, and that he asked asked the user to give the card to the camera man. can you believe that. i'm so embarrassed. you know, this is only the second game of the season. if he isn't interested, i have to look at this guy for 6 more games, and that doesn't include the playoffs. what loosers!

no, i don't have an offer yet. nothing even close. i'm begining to think it's never going to happen. sheri is talking to me, but only to get a ride. it's funny that people will talk to you when they want something. i really hate that. interesting project that i'm working on however... making a fake press kit for a center that we don't have, so that we can beg for money from a dying man. interesting stuff. can you say, POLITICS?

i guess that i expected it, really. mm sent me a package. two cd's and a dvd. the cd's are great. brian setzer and big bad voodoo daddy. yummy stuff. i listened them both for most of the day. he also sent franco zefferali's 1968 version of romeo and juliet. so yummy. i've watched it already. i wish that he hadn't sent the box. it reminds me that he does care. not that i didn't know that he does, but i don't think i needed to be reminded. i really want to be his friend, and i'm not sure i can. i'm still going to try.

today i found an online magazine called knitty. they have lots of good tips, including a section on blocking. i really need to block my cable knit sweater. it is lovely, but a bit too short. she said she was able to get 4 inches of lenght out of a sweater. WOW! that is a ton! give it a look!

missey andrea has suggested that i use this dating site... jane mag personals. ok, one, i'm a bit old for that, don't you think? and two, i haven't read jane since rem had a flexie record in it. then jane left jane, and it wasn't any fun anymore. now it is just like seventeen. not for me. i'm way too old for that. how something between that and aarp (which comes to my house every month for my mother). that might be a bit better.

jennifer, an old friend from aspect, is pregnant. she was pregnant when i worked at aspect, but she had a miscarriage. she is 5 months pregnant now, and she looks very healthy. i saw her at my weekly dinner with missey andrea. misseys mom joined us. they both bought something, and i didn't. not for lack of trying, but nothing looked interesting to me. so i said, forget it, and didn't spend a dime.