may 13

for the first time in years, i can look at the calendar and not be sad… it’s the 13th you know. for some reason, i always realize that it is the 13th, and remember what it used to mean to me. today is the first time that i don’t care what it used to mean to me. i have a new date that means something to me. and depending on how sb looks at dates, it is either the 21 or the 25. i think i might pick the 25th… just because that was the planned date. the 21st was mr. allan trying not to be nervous about the 25th. it didn’t work for either of us.

I like the 25th, no negative connotation. bad things don’t normally happen on the 25th of the month… it’s just a day, like any other day. but now, it means something. that is happy…

i think i have been spoiling sb with my cooking. i might have to make something really nasty so that he will think that the good cooking was maybe just a fluke. he made me strawberry shortcake for dinner last night. it was so yummy! what a cool guy… only problem is that we didn’t do a good job cleaning up after ourselves. i was too tired to bother with it. what a bummer. i didn’t even finish my laundry. that was a bummer too.

tonight i’ve got to take the washington pictures to get developed. i do hope they turned out. this way, i’ll just pick the good ones, and tell the story related to the picture. i think that will be best. i really don’t feel the need to recap the mar and tire man show. they were rude, and that is wrong. and someone who i once liked, i’m just not all that sure about anymore. enough said. shame on you guys. i would imagine that there will be no other family vacations with them. why spend time pretending to be with someone? what a waste of time… i’d so rather be by myself. at least then, i know what to expect. oh, no. i think i’m still pissed off. i’d better get over it.

today marks 3 months untill boo scott’s birthday and 3 months and 4 days untill hooties birthday.