tonight I am going to meet miss emily. i’m ultra excited. daisy is over at mar’s house and so i can stay as long as i like. i hope i don’t cry, but i haven’t yet today.
mom and i had a long conversation about things last night, and i’ve got a different perspective on things. she is such a good friend. as is cinder, who has been calling just to check in on me. it makes the evenings not quite as lonely. for some reason i’ve got guys talking to me. that also helps. it reminds you that others from your past are not the only ones that can be interested. i do miss sb, but i miss what i thought he could give me… and he could never give me what i wanted. so, this is a very good thing, being without him is a very, very good thing.
Look who’s talking…