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well… i finally launched my cold fusion site on friday… i’ve been playing around, making sure it’s happy for the past few days. it seems to be.

it’s nice when work goes well. my boss told me today that i am going to pass probation, and that i will have tenure on march 17. that makes me very happy. no more worrying about getting laid off. even though i shouldn’t, i do worry about being let go. i worry that i’m just not good enough.

my boss told me today that i am. and that they are happy to have me. that made my moment.

i just wish i could be happy again. i don’t know why i’m not.