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missey andrea, “the bump” and i went out for normal tuesday night activities. tonight brought us to the tied house. we sat and talked about the baby, the rocker, mom, mar and of course daisy.

at one point we both teared up. missey has been working two jobs for almost two years now. she is in second interviews with a financial services company. i hope she gets the job. she has been working so hard, she needs to have something that has great benefits, and a 9 to 5 work day… kinda like what i have. i think “the bump” has made her much more emotional… she gets tired much more often, and while her skin glows, her bags are just as dark as mine.

i’m still having a hard time with the bump… i’m so excited for it, but in the same breath, i’m thinking, i’m older. i should get a bump first. not that anyone would see it so soon. i’m also having problems with mar. although i did charge her for all three extra tickets for rem, even though i’m taking the rocker. she paid. i was surprised.

my baby girl has kept down some rice, and jumped and rolled on her back when i got home from work today. it was the best thing i’ve ever seen. i was so worried there for a minute. make that an hour. she ate some cookies, but is refusing to eat dog food. i think i’ll just give her cookies. she deserves them.

i’m so tired i can barely keep my eyes open, yet i dont’ want to sleep. i feel like i’ve not been doing enough to help mom, and i’m falling down on the job. all these things happening all at once. it’s just exausting.