Falling behind…

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So, for the first time in a very, very, VERY long time, I did not turn in a homework assignment on time. No where near on time. Actually, it was due last Wednesday. I just didn’t have it in me to do it. Not that I really have it in me now. I’ve just about finished it, but I’ve got another one really due tomorrow. That one isn’t done either.

I don’t know why I don’t want to do my homework, but it’s a bit irritating. I know what I need to do, and I don’t know why I am adverse to doing it. I even like this class. I enjoy going, and I don’t find the homework “busy work.” Maybe the problem is that I have to think. Maybe I’m tired of thinking. Hell. I know I’m just tired.

I’ve been trying to think of something “blissfull” every day, in hopes it will help me have a more “positive” spin on things. Yeah, didn’t work. Maybe I just haven’t given it the good old college try yet. You have to work hard for bliss, right?

All I can tell you is that I hate being behind and I hate feeling out of control. I have felt these two feelings more in the past two weeks than I’ve felt in a long time.

What’s worse? Listening to Daisy snore doesn’t even help.

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  1. I predict that bliss will land in your mailbox shortly…ok, well gimme a week….but it’s coming.
    ~SP

  2. Hey! I nearly phoned you today to leave a message on the answer phone, you know, for your daily bliss, but got scared that your mom would pick up and I wouldn’t know what to say. I am a real coward grin

    You know, I have always hated assignments too. And imagine – this year, I’ll be the one collecting them. From all the people who don’t want to write them. Now that’s not going to be a fun job:-)

  3. I suddenly got that way with my class.  I love school, but I’ve been so tired I’d rather sleep than attend class.  Yet I drag my tired ass in there every Tuesday and Thursday.  Thank goodness we just have tests and quizzes and no actual homework.  I think that would kill me.

  4. I meant to comment on this a couple days ago, but don’t sweat it. We all have our shitty school days (weeks, even). Don’t beat yourself up; you’ll get back on track. grin

  5. What about the blissful fact that you haven’t done this before?  Kind of a zen moment.  what am I saying?  I don’t know.  I’m on Darvocet and Torodol, so ignore me.

  6. Psst… your site won’t let me comment but it won’t tell me why.