LOAD 14 - What?  I don’t like this prompt.

Dude-  I know this is “Past Perfect” but dang, the prompts are so close to each other, and honestly, I’m not one who stays in the past.  OK, in my head maybe, but not in my scrapbooking.  I like to think about today, and capturing this movement.  So, here is Sean, in all his band-aid glory after Girl took a pretty good swipe at him.  He kept those band-aids on a bit too long.  We found out he really does have my skin!  Ouch!

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So, I’m kinda paying attention to May’s The Curious Scrapbooker’s Field Guide class over at Big Picture Classes.  So today, I used a stencil that John got me for Christmas and some Chalkboard Mist from Tattered Angels.  I wasn’t feeling like embellishing, so I didn’t. 

I think I’m getting tired.  Like around day 3, I’m all hyped up on the adrenaline of being up late and being so creative…  By the mid point, I’m really ready to shove it in the toilet.  So, you see more simple LO’s in the middle, then I ramp back up towards the end.

Weigh in night tonight.  Last week it was 2.8 down.  I’m down 12.2 total.  I’ve been working so hard.  I look at myself in the mirror and I get so disappointed.  I wonder why I went back here.  It’s easy, that’s for sure.  But I don’t like me much like this.  I see pictures, and I see this HUGE person, and I know I’m not as big as I could be…  But I see me like that, 50 lbs more than I am.  This time it is going to stick.  There, unfortunately, will not be a baby to blame the weight gain on.  It’s all me, and making the right decisions.  I know I can do this.  Wish me luck!

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