as if i needed to remember

the pianist movie posterdating really sucks. meeting new people sucks. it has been so long since i have been on a date, and now i remember why. i absolutely hate it. i hate having to start conversations, i hate having to think of interesting questions, i hate trying to make myself look appealing. i shouldn’t have taken mar and tire mans advice. i should have gone home and changed. i should have worn a dress. i didn’t i wore shorts and a rugby shirt. yes, i did look cute, but not first date kind of cute. he didn’t even walk me to my car. that was kind of rude. no, it was rude. i’m still a girl, walking to my car alone. it was rude.

we saw the pianist. what a great movie. now, that was worth it. the movie was worth it. i just wish i understood why my date didn’t think i was worthy of a walk to my car.