pretty boy…

i’ve been kinda freaked out about the fact that pretty boy never did respond after my last email. it seemed weird. i thought we were having a good time writing. turns out that not only is pretty boy pretty, is is a gentleman. can you believe it? he wrote me the nicest letter telling me that he met someone, and that things are going well for him. i think it is great that he met someone. i think it is great for her too. i just wish that i had the chance to meet him BEFORE he found the girl of his dreams. you never know, i could have been the girl of his dreams. but apparently, i continue to be destined to be alone…

suggestions on how to end this endless cycle of loneliness are always welcome!