Archives for May 2003

so, radio boy and i have been chatting on the phone. i've been enjoying it. it's nice to have someone to talk to. not that there aren't others to talk to. i've been a bit flakey on calling them. one wanted to do something today, and i didn't even know until after 3, and by then, you know my weekend is totally packed. so, i couldn't go. when i get upset, the social calendar gets filled. thus, it is jam packed with things to do. stephen is going to the wedding with me. THANK GOD! he can … [Read more...]

this weekend is jammed packed of activity. last night, movies and dinner with stephen. i was so hungry when we got there, that i actually ate a hotdog. good thing they offered ketchup and relish. stephen brought candy to the movies. i've not eaten candy in over a week. ok, well i can't say that any more. mean stephen. we saw bruce almighty. it was pretty good. i've not laughed like that in a long time. got home to two phone calls from radio boy. that was cool. chatted with him while … [Read more...]

so, now, all these guys are coming out of the woodwork... there is radio boy, kinda cool... there is the ym man, who is kinda stalky, keeps calling me hun, sweetie, babe, that kind of thing (pretty sure not interested). there is 3DO guy, kinda in and out, but i'm thinking out. there is the guy from yahoo that i'm not sure about (can't quite put my finger on it). there is ariel, yep that's right, but he hasn't chatted with me today. … [Read more...]

online gaming went beserk last night. this game called shadowbane was hacked by some guys... they reset the rules, and took over the world, spreading chaos. now, normally i would be thinking, i don't really understand the need for online gaming... but i'm reading this article and i'm thinking, this is the funniest thing i've read in a long time. imagine, playing a game, that you know the rules to... you are new at it, and so you are practicing... and then someone comes over and smacks you … [Read more...]

claudette's mom died about a month ago. she was older, but it was still unexpected. today i walked in the building and claudette said hello. we used to know eachother from the career center (when i was going to school here). she asked me what was wrong. you see, i've been kinda down for the past week. i really do miss sb. so i told her that i broke up with my boyfriend. she offered some sympathy, and told me that things happen for a reason, and that somethings aren't meant to be. very … [Read more...]

tonight I am going to meet miss emily. i'm ultra excited. daisy is over at mar's house and so i can stay as long as i like. i hope i don't cry, but i haven't yet today. mom and i had a long conversation about things last night, and i've got a different perspective on things. she is such a good friend. as is cinder, who has been calling just to check in on me. it makes the evenings not quite as lonely. for some reason i've got guys talking to me. that also helps. it reminds you that … [Read more...]

so, during my personal pitty party about sb, miss anne-a-belle had a beautiful baby girl, emily elizabeth. miss emily weighs 7 lbs 14 oz, and is 20 inches long. she was born on dump day... wednesday i mean. mommy and baby are doing fine. as am i, feeling much better today... … [Read more...]

you know that mar, tire man and i went with hootie and his class to washington dc. mom just happened to be there. check out the pictures! ok, well some of the pictures... these are the ones that mar took with her new digital camera. … [Read more...]

today my nose is running, i have a headache, and i was going to start dieting. ok... i didn't sleep last night, so i didn't exercise this am... and all i want to do is eat candy. hmm. don't know what to do. … [Read more...]

so, despite how tired i was, i watched, in it's entirety, the martha stewart movie (based upon this book) on nbc. oh my god! and i thought i was psycho! ok, well i am kinda psycho, but i'm not as bad as she is. i'm not ever mean like that... and i've heard rumors all over the net that she is mean like that. i thought cybil shepard did a really good job, although, sometimes it did seem a bit forced. i think it must be hard to portray someone who is so self centered and self important... … [Read more...]