pea soup

i’ve finally finished making my split pea soup. i think it came out ok, but i didn’t get it done in time to eat it for dinner. it made way more than i expected. i’ve got 5 one serving containers in the freezer, and then 2 big bowls of it in the fridge. i guess i’m going to be eating well.

i’ve decided that it is not my time to meet new people. i’m pulling my profiles off of the dating services. honestly, i’d rather be alone, and know why i’m alone, than to sit here and wonder why no one writes to me. or why they cancel on me over and over again. i’m thinking it really is that aura thing. so, i’m going to work on getting into grad school, and if i find a man, great… if i make friends, great… if not, for one, it’s their loss. for two, i’m really too good to miss. it’s a shame that new people aren’t willing to give me a chance. kisses for mm, simply because i miss him. i wish that we had been able to be friends. he is one of those people that i think are also too good to miss. regardless of what other people may say.