ahh!

so between my needing to eat chocolate and the fact that i’m sure i’m flashing my computer monitor, it is all i can do to sit here at my desk. i’ve been having chocolate issues since saturday (when i ate 2 scoops of ice cream). i’ve had a candy bar every day, but now… i’ve had 2 today. what is up with that? i just don’t understand what is wrong. i’ve been trying so hard, and now, it’s like i’m sabatoging things. i hate that.

what’s worse is that the chocolate isn’t working. it’s not fixing what ever i think the problem is. i think i need to empy out my change in my drawer and wallet so i can’t buy anymore candy. but, if any one has a suggestion on how to rid myself of this craving, please let me know. i’m really sick of it.