Archives for March 7, 2003

why do i torture myself?

once again i have made the mistake of asking jt to do something. you know, i'm not even really fond of him. i used to think he was a great guy, but now i know he is not. not at all, and yet, i keep asking him to do things. i've got to stop doing that. maybe it is because i dumped stephen. maybe i'm looking to fill a void. yes, stephen has left a big void. but jt isn't the one to fill it. he really isn't. i don't need another man in my life who wants me to have a crush on him. i've got … [Read more...]