claudette's mom died about a month ago. she was older, but it was still unexpected. today i walked in the building and claudette said hello. we used to know eachother from the career center (when i was going to school here). she asked me what was wrong. you see, i've been kinda down for the past week. i really do miss sb. so i told her that i broke up with my boyfriend. she offered some sympathy, and told me that things happen for a reason, and that somethings aren't meant to be. very … [Read more...]

tonight I am going to meet miss emily. i'm ultra excited. daisy is over at mar's house and so i can stay as long as i like. i hope i don't cry, but i haven't yet today. mom and i had a long conversation about things last night, and i've got a different perspective on things. she is such a good friend. as is cinder, who has been calling just to check in on me. it makes the evenings not quite as lonely. for some reason i've got guys talking to me. that also helps. it reminds you that … [Read more...]

so, during my personal pitty party about sb, miss anne-a-belle had a beautiful baby girl, emily elizabeth. miss emily weighs 7 lbs 14 oz, and is 20 inches long. she was born on dump day... wednesday i mean. mommy and baby are doing fine. as am i, feeling much better today... … [Read more...]

you know that mar, tire man and i went with hootie and his class to washington dc. mom just happened to be there. check out the pictures! ok, well some of the pictures... these are the ones that mar took with her new digital camera. … [Read more...]

today my nose is running, i have a headache, and i was going to start dieting. ok... i didn't sleep last night, so i didn't exercise this am... and all i want to do is eat candy. hmm. don't know what to do. … [Read more...]

so, despite how tired i was, i watched, in it's entirety, the martha stewart movie (based upon this book) on nbc. oh my god! and i thought i was psycho! ok, well i am kinda psycho, but i'm not as bad as she is. i'm not ever mean like that... and i've heard rumors all over the net that she is mean like that. i thought cybil shepard did a really good job, although, sometimes it did seem a bit forced. i think it must be hard to portray someone who is so self centered and self important... … [Read more...]

do you know how much i hate work sometimes? i don't know why sheri dislikes me so much. i really don't. and now, i'm starting to get pissed about it. kathy told me that sheri had a ton to do, stuff that i could help her with. really super basic stuff. like looking at one piece of paper and verifying that the number on the other piece of paper matches. sheri is irritated with me because i asked her if she had anything that she needed to help her with this morning. you know, i'm pretty … [Read more...]

you know, ever since dad and wbw got together, mar and i don't see him much. that is, unless he wants something. i'm thinking he wants something. i just really don't know what. maybe it is the $2 bill star note i got for him in washington. but, i really don't think so. i know that he wants me to work on his the website for his business. i'm guessing that is it, but you really never know with him. i don't hear from him for months, and then all of a sudden, it is imparitive that i see him … [Read more...]

you know it! my san jose sabercats are arena bowl bound once again! they beat the la avengers tonight! lets go cats! beat la! it was a great game. mar and tire man had a fight. why? let me tell you. there was finally a camera man around to put the two of them on kiss kam, and mar was sitting next to boo, not tire man. so tire man, in his infinate wisdom, pushed, or should i say, tried to push boo out of the way so that he could kiss mar on camera. can you say not a smart move on tire … [Read more...]

so sb turned me onto online yahtzee. it was super mean and nasty of him. i could really kill him for it. but today, in my boredom, i got this really high score. pretty cool, isn't it. yeah for me! … [Read more...]