for all of you well wishers out there, thank you. i've gone to the doctor, got some legal drugs and hopefully i will be back to work tomorrow. we shall see. i still have that sexy raspy thing going on, if you want to hear it. but now, it's mixed with sniffles. … [Read more...]

i tried to go to the doctor today. i thought my doctor was at an urgent care center, apparently, that is only after hours. they couldn't fit me in. the receptionist asked me what other symptoms did i have besides a fever. so, i do have a fever. i told her sore throat... she asked me if i had been out of the country. wow, if she needed to ask me that question, don't you think that i should have been sick enough to see a doctor right then? i go at 8:15 am tomorrow. i miss daisy. she has … [Read more...]

ok, i'm not a good sick person. i'm a wimp, really. but, things are really busy for other people at work, and they don't want to get sick. so me and my really sexy raspy voice are staying at home. if you want to get a kick, give me a call. it's pretty funny. people don't even recognize me when i call. … [Read more...]

"A new constellation has taken hold of the sky, much to the surprise of many sky gazers. The constellation of Ollie the Owl has suddenly started dominating the southern hemisphere"... i think this is the best april fools' i've seen today! … [Read more...]

today was my first official holiday for the state of california. cesar chavez day. i think it is interesting that we got today off. we also got martin luther king day off, but that is different. when you tell people that it is cesar chavez day, and thus it is a paid holiday for you, they kinda get irritated. i think i'm just lucky to have a state job. i went shopping with miss anne-a-belle today. she is so pregnant! i am so jealous. i would love to be pregnant, have a husband and a … [Read more...]

dating really sucks. meeting new people sucks. it has been so long since i have been on a date, and now i remember why. i absolutely hate it. i hate having to start conversations, i hate having to think of interesting questions, i hate trying to make myself look appealing. i shouldn't have taken mar and tire mans advice. i should have gone home and changed. i should have worn a dress. i didn't i wore shorts and a rugby shirt. yes, i did look cute, but not first date kind of cute. he … [Read more...]

so, now i've decided that being impatient was bad. i should give people a chance to get back to me. i'm just so tired of being by myself. it's hard. i want to expand my horizons, but i want to do it right now! i'm chatting with a guy, whom i think is chatting with someone else. that's ok. i can blog. i don't care anyway, do i? you know i care. that is the problem with me, i need to be the damn center of attention. ok, that's not true either. i don't need to be the center of … [Read more...]

today is day two of brio training. i feel like i've been here before, but i know i haven't. it was crystal training, when i worked at amd. i'm getting some very basic information today, nothing really exciting, but hopefully i will get to use some of it. you never know. i can't wait for tonight's sabercats game. i think i'm going to wear my dress. i really don't care. i just have to be careful not to flash the camera guy. kirk wants me to do something with him this weekend. not that he … [Read more...]

i think that online dating has got to be one of the most degrading things i have ever put myself through. i have a profile, and i added a picture, i even posted it on a site that "caters" to larger women. yet, i've sent over 10 emails in the past 2 days, and i've only had one response. one. that's it. what the hell is wrong with my picture? i just don't get it. i never thought i was ugly. i always thought that i was pretty, at least i hoped i was. now, i'm not so sure. mm used to tell … [Read more...]

for the first 2 months or so that i was at sjsu, i just adored it. i so missed working and i really liked the people. i felt like i was really starting to fit in someplace. then winter session hit. i had a blast. i worked everyday, i had lunch with the group almost every day, and i had my carpool. i felt such a part of this wonderful team. i don't feel that way anymore. i feel like high school. like it is a popularity contest. since i've never been a "popular" person, it has never … [Read more...]